Ugh..

Laziness, senioritis, just a bad week? Hard to say.

Lately I've been feeling pretty unmotivated to do anything besides eating, listening to new music and watching horrible TV shows. I've put so much pressure on myself these past few weeks that when one thing doesn't go my way, I immediately get discouraged to do anything else and become a bum. It doesn't make sense, but it happens.

I gave up a couple internship and job opportunities to focus my attention on applying to this one thing in particular and recently found out I didn't get it. I'm not going to chalk up the entire situation to favoritism or nepotism, but I'm bitter, so maybe I will.

I hate feeling like I've made wrong decisions. I focused my attention on something I really wanted, failed, and have now lost focus on everything else. Looking forward to getting my act together in the near future.