The funny thing is that I've always thought of myself as someone who tries to rationalize their feelings. It's something I've always prided myself in. When I control my emotions, I don't feel vulnerable or exposed. It makes people think everything rolls off my back, but nothing ever truly does. Recently I feel like my emotions are getting the best of me. They're clouding my thoughts, affecting my judgment, dictating my actions.
I don't know if I've had a particularly hard day, or if I've just reached my breaking point, but I feel like I'm going to explode. When I analyze elements of my life separately, piece-by-piece, it's not so bad. Collectively, it's too much for me to handle.
Do you realize?
Desperately in need of sleep.
-Gabz.
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