Wednesday, March 31, 2010

"When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep"


Coldplay - Fix You

It appears as if I need a lot of fixing recently. For one thing (okay, probably the only thing), I've misplaced my health and I don't know when I can expect to get it back. My stuffy nose, incessant cough, and lost voice are making my life unnecessarily difficult. In spite of this, I'm excited. Big changes are happening- new quarter, new job, new people... and I love it!

I can understand the comfort people find in routine. The unknown can be scary. But ultimately, I live for change. I like challenges. I like learning new things. I like gaining life experience. Change is inevitable, and I feel lucky that I can embrace it.

I'm not sure how it's possible for me to be so optimistically focused about the future while having a tendency to overanalyze the past, so I guess I'm living some sort of paradox. The end result: Being so tired and not being able to sleep. I have a million thoughts that I'm trying to wrap my head around. How do I fix this?

And because I love quotes, here's some food for thought:

“And in the end, it's not the years in your life that count. It's the life in your years.” - Abraham Lincoln

love, gabby

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